A River of Poetry

Rejection, Rejection
I don't look in the mirror
I hate my reflection
I can't see it clearer
I Just need protection

I'm not afraid to die
I'm more scared to live
I sit and wonder why
I take what he gives
I am just afraid


Afraid to leave
Afraid to love again
afraid to be alone
and not have a friend
Afraid of who I could be


He tells me I'm nothing without him
He blinded me from who I was
I can no longer see
Maybe, Just maybe
He's afraid of me

Fear and love don't mix well
He took me to heaven
then put me in hell
he's knows that I'm stronger
and I do too
so maybe, just maybe
I'm through with you

And through with fear
I'll walk out the door
And dry all my tears.