Weekly Goals

An ethnicity in China believes in interrupting as a way of getting things done. I don't understand it, so I cannot give a description which does justice to the belief. It seems as fighting, yet good results happen. It seems as the psychological fear of being alone being expressed in mad panic, clinging, yet always being alone and further isolated by the panic. Those things it seems as, are mere covers, disconnected from the work happening.

A schism in the conversation in Russia is happening upon two imposed, unsought activities. Neither activity A nor B was sought by anyone by volition, and external attacks squished our lives together, from which, we extend dialogue through allied position to what seems as a beginning friendship. The standing disagreement is my policy wants A without B and Russia's wants B without A, however, the truth is, we wouldn't be having a conversation about A and B in real life, and the truth is, working with Russia brings me my real life.

The Chinese interruptive forced interactions that seem to fear being alone so wall themselves of into certain solitude by hostilities thereby producing good results seemingly randomly, decided to attack my scheduling system in the past three months. I adapted to a state of war way of working, for which I lack fondness, however, it was the only way I was permitted to live in recent weeks.

Suddenly, schedule indications and outside communication say I am now at liberty to lead Persuasive Logic. Canadians have communicated since 1988, "Shut up! Go away! Why won't you talk with us? We are your fault! Do you know who we are? We can say any lie." and that has suddenly changed to "We will talk at you. Spend two days per day responding unpaid to our news which we forced you to do in 2011, and in 2012, and in 2013, and in 2014, since we want you in poverty forever. Why won't you talk individually with each of hundreds of us at the same time?" The good news is, Canadians and I can start communicating again.

So, in order to make a to do list for this week, I would have to know my work schedule which is impossible since the interrupting hostilities refuse to let me know 12 hours ahead what they are scheduling for me. I would next have to trust the information about spare time availability to schedule activities accordinging. Note, the interruptive force most strongly attacked my Writing.Com activities such as poetry writing, and then accused me of being lazy since I work days per day. Then, believing in the idea of trustable spare time availability, I would reschedule my creative writing and art time blocks, to manage my projects in these areas, which is an important part of building my business. I see it. The rudely interrupting force always needs an explanation of a description of the idea of the explanation and never can see it, so, their inability is irrelevant to scheduling and project management.

After scheduling creative work, I would schedule business building activities to balance together with. America as a nation has put forward its top priority that I now apply for my Social Security Number. I am glad I can, after some Canadians prevented me without reason from 1989 to 2009 approximately, however, having been forced to live without it for decades and having adapted, I don't see the urgency. I don't see why anyone believes anyone has the right to impose his or her urgency upon me given I pay my way in my life due to imposed required financial independence from everyone that my parents initiated in 1988 by giving me poverty and family possessions to protect somehow. In addition to the externally imposed urgency of the Social Security Number application, which from my perspective can take a long time without repercussion, Canada has made a stunning step toward reconciliation by way of a new visa agreement with China, prompting me to think about renewing my Canadian passport. I don't like administrivia so give it lowest priority.

In research, I am working on finding the source of dark matter in our solar system which seems as it would be at the other focal point in the planetary orbits, where the not-sun is. Art work nowadays focuses on spirals, and the numbers phi and e. I am reading about chlorophyl and photosynthesis to understand diatoms' arithmetic system.

While on holiday in Shenzhen away from the interruptive, force to live together alone together, approach in Beijing, I got more exercise, took better physical care of myself as a function of increased spare time, lived without any gossip from Canada brought to me in question form, and so was deeply happy after a week. Beijing has noted my lack of interest in returning to the old ways that I habituated to prior to the recent holiday.

So what is on the schedule? The present defense algorithm against interruptions that I don't understand is:
- physical care has first priority in random moments grabbed,
- research has second priority in random moments grabbed away from hostilities imposed,
- creative work has third priority,
- administrivia has fourth priority only since it has to be done, and
- building business has fifth priority.

This scheduling system -- as though at war in hell -- happens as though by coincidence to fit in with a TOEFL Speaking scheduling question which I teach many students. The two fitting together is the sort of positive result that the interruptive hostilities produce. Why be hostile though? Maybe the hostility is from Canada. Normal people can fit distinct topics together by open cooperation instead of forcing the only way to be forced war.

I am externally forced to adjust the priorities often in recent decades since the norm in recent decades is: America would interrupt Beijing because I disagree about the priority level of the Social Security Number, and Canada would interrupt Beijing because I disagree about the priority level of passport renewal. In real life, I can complete either or both during 2015, 2016, and maybe later, too. Hostilities have happened since initially Beijingers brought the imposed interruptions to me, however, that has stopped since Beijingers now send to somewhere else any of those interruptions.

The situation is much improved however the interruptions forcing war upon me are still past focused and I prefer being future oriented. I think the right answer to Canada is to say the externally imposed requirement of talking individually simultaneously to a multitude in my spare time shows Canada is still attacking me, and to reassert communication is available AFTER Canadians start communicating in a normal and honest way. I am willing to communicate with Canadians, always have been willing, however, first they have to make sense, be truthful, and stop attacking.

I am reading Alan Turing's work and also Xi Jinping on the governance of China nowadays.

So, what is the schedule? I can regroup my activities from the previous few months, reorganize, and make a new attempt. For five years, I am in a phase of internal development at the reading, drawing, thinking about axioms, finding arithmetic patterns in living beings, level of it. Some of the by-products of this phase will be products in the world. So I am asking China for part time support sufficient to support the (partly required, however, also interesting) travel four times per year, which also supports the existence of spare time for research, reading, drawing, writing, thinking, and some administrivia. China could easily increase my income by 2.5 to 3.0 right now, however, cutting the spare time now would cut strong future income. I want to have enough to have spare time, a nice life, and keep the amount in the bank modestly increasing, since the spare time matters so much.

What is going on... why so much conflict about a schedule? I have an IEEE membership application in progress. The murder investigation in Canada into my life is looking into what went wrong and what theft happened in SFU Chemistry, in SFU Engineering, and property thefts. Some engineers are good and pass through the checks, however, some don't. It's interrelated since the investigation is happening internationally across all social classes.

As for the schedule today, the news is calm and signals say green light to build business. My preferred breakfast is available again [the vendor was on holiday for near a month], so it is time for breakfast. While the day is normal, the next priorities are exercise, cleaning, regrouping the previous schedule, marking, reading, I have a class to teach today, research, drawing and writing. If an interruption happens, that is that.