Under Construction - MHWA Retreat

Choconut That is sort of where my original post went, before I edited it. For me, there are particular things that follow, reminding me of things. Right now I am working on a letter for the parole board, because my ex-husband who sexually assaulted my oldest daughter when she was only 7 is being evaluated for parole again. Ya, it has been fifteen years, but no, I do not forgive him and it would be much better if he just saved us the trouble and die already. When I receive an update from the Crime Victim's services, I am usually disappointing it is not a notice of his death. If I could somehow cause his death without ruining my own life and children's, I'd definitely do it without any guilt associated with it. The world would be a safer place without his existence.


Cinn I like your outlook on the topic of just dropping people who screw you over. Sometimes I wish that I could be emotionless like you about it, but my apathy is only surface at first. LIke ~Minja~ suggests about herself, I kind of go through a purging process at first. After I mourn them, they are dead to me. Though, typically, if someone shows familiar signs of someone that could be bad, I don't even allow any connection to ever form.




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