Under Construction - MHWA Retreat

I think, like you said, we go through this mourning process because we find it hard to understand that someone can betray us in some way, especially because there were no valuable reasons for betrayal. At least I do. I'm too emotional with people who I care for immensely. I am quick to fall for people and their stories but it takes me ages to fall off of them. It happens eventually but I have to go through that "mourning" in order to understand why things happened in the first place. I twist and turn million thoughts in my head, trying to find solution. Of course, it always turns out that the only solution that exist is to accept that some things have to happen and we have to move forward. One day I just wake up to feeling nothing about the person and continue with life as if we never crossed paths. I don't do forgiveness because I don't know how am I supposed to feel when I forgive to someone. I don't know what forgiveness means. I just stop feeling.