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Last year was the first Yule without all three of my kids, so it was really difficult, especially since my oldest daughter and I are not on speaking terms. This October marked one year since my oldest and I last spoke to each other.

Maybe this sounds bad, but it has gotten easier as time has passed. That ache has faded. So, maybe this Yule will not be quite as difficult for me.

I'm working again, which means I have more money. My boyfriend makes a high salary, so I really don't have to pay many bills. Actually, I am paying the utilities out of choice, not because he needs me to because It makes me feel more complete to actually contribute to the household financially. Anyway, due to not really having a lot coming out of my earnings to cover bills, I will have plenty to spare for gifting and such, which takes a lot of stress away.

Maybe since a lot of time has passed I will take the first step in creating peace with my daughter by sending her something meaningful for Yule. Yet, I still need to not get my hopes up or have any expectations. Or, maybe I will decide to let more time pass because selfishly I've enjoyed the total lack of drama in my life this year.

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