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Wow! You have an extraordinarily clear grasp of your emotions and your thought processes. I'm amazed (not that you do, just at the clarity). I am also kind of amazed (apologies to Stephen King who says writers must stop using "amazing") at one portion of your post: "Since I play the "what if" game constantly in my mind, I usually already know what will lead me down that path, it's just a matter of if I feel like losing self control will benefit me somehow or hurt me. Sometimes even knowing the pain will happen isn't a deterrent if I feel the satisfaction aspect is worth the consequences." I'm so amazed that I don't yet know how I think about that. Especially that last sentence. I'm certain at some point I'll have more to say.  . Meanwhile, I'm rendered speechless.  ![Merit Badge in Science Fiction
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