Under Construction - MHWA Retreat

I stopped crying because I decided my tears feed "them." Them being whoever at the moment is abusing me. Sounds perverse, I know, but I know of at least one Individual who clearly got off on my tears--over and over again. So--I don't emote. Oh, I can cry internally--I did the other day over Charity Marie's story "Blue." But no one would ever know it.

I don't consider it Self-Control; it's just another Dysfunction.