Under Construction - MHWA Retreat

Questions to think about:
What’s going on in your life? Any recent developments?

I'd love to be able to share what's really going on in my life but shit's way too complicated. Lol My life has been emotional both good and bad but mostly good despite the clear visual of a dark cloud on the horizon. I'm trying to enjoy the positive things right now before that storm comes and swallows me, but it's looming existence is heavy on my mind. It's crazy to feel like you're finally happy and having a great go at life but know it's going to end and you'll be left crushed and empty. I mean how do you combat that and how do you ignore the big elephant in the room and just enjoy the now? It's a big struggle.

How has your mental health been the past few weeks?

Fuck, I've been a mess these past few weeks. Ups and downs like I haven't had in a long time. One day I'm on top of the world and the next I'm feeling close to the edge. My bipolar is in full swing. But I'm dealing pretty well considering since I have some wonderful friends in my life.


What goals are you currently working toward? What have you already accomplished?

Right now I'm focused on life right now. At least that's my goal. To focus on right now and ignore that looming cloud coming. Right now is the best time of my life, I've never been so happy so I gotta embrace it the best I can.

There is an event I'm planning to help this situation and that's my focus. Planning a celebration of the best things in life. Right now I'm trying to find a date and a location and that all begins tomorrow actually. I'm meeting up with a friend to work on some details to get things rolling. Once tomorrow happens everything will feel more real and maybe I can settle into the positivity of life right now.


Is there anything that we can do as a group to support you more?

Unfortunately, no. At least not right now. When things start going downhill I'll need more support, but right now this all has to be done by myself. I need to get my mind straight and no one can do that for me. Thanks for asking though