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My Answers to Charlie ~'s Questions: ![]() The only thing I have really accomplished this year is entering contests here on WdC thanks to Annette and Schnujo's Doing Homework. ![]() My last week has been mostly a ![]() ![]() For the first time in my adult life, I am putting down roots and I hate it. Hopefully, before the year is out, I will have developed a secondary income. I have not made much progress on that goal. ![]() ![]() Today, I have been lugging buckets of shingles to the dumpster and thinking to myself "I hate my life. I hate my life. I hate my life." I still practice what I wrote about in this entry: "~ ✝️ I Choose JOY! ~" ![]() This is such an odd time in my life. There are so many aspects of my current life I do not like but, in spite of that, I have been blessed with the ability to step away from the crap into a pervading sense of peace and contentment. An odd result of this has been a lack of motivation. ![]() I have come to the realization that up until my 65th birthday emotional pain and discomfort pushed me to do things. Sans that kind of an external push, I need self-discipline to push myself. Sadly, I am sorely lacking in that fruit of the Spirit. Hopefully, I am growing in that area. At least, I am praying and asking for help in that area of weakness. If you are a praying person, you can pray for me to grow in self-discipline... *praying* ruwth may be an odd duck but ~ ~ ~ JESUS is still LORD! ~ ~ ~ |