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I think all the reasons I'm so tired all the time is because all I ever do is sit around entertaining myself with other people, talking to other people, waiting to talk to other people. I make all my time everyone else's time, and it's draining. Sometimes people are fun, sometimes I like being around them. But I have to keep in mind that the only person who's gonna be around the whole time is me. I'm not gonna remember half the people I talk to in six months, let alone the rest of my life. I need to let go, do things for me. Of course I need to live my life and love people, care about others, but I need to keep in mind that I'm a person too. And to the people reading this and thinking 'oh well she's self centered and she only thinks about herself,' you only think that because we've been raised to put others first. Unless you're my kid, you don't get that from me anymore. Of course I still love people, and I still care about my friends, but it's my turn to get my own attention and care. Hopefully everyone else is giving themselves that for the holidays too. -Xo, Eddie