Take up Your Cross

Well I struggled a lot with doubt when my dad died. I had prayed and prayed for him to be healed. I read and believed all the verses in the Bible about healing. I just couldn't not believe my dad was going to die!

My dad had leukemia and he was dying. I just couldn't deal with it.

Well my dad did die. I was angry and doubting. It took me a while to come to grips with this. I read my Bible and I tried to pray. It finally dawned on me God does not make mistakes and I believe God let my dad live another year until I could pray "Thy will be done." I realized my dad needed to go he was in so much pain. I stayed with him in the hospital until he died. I never left his side. Angels were there with him. I saw them. I thank Gid for that last year with my Dad. He is home in Heaven now and he is not in any more pain.

Lazy Writer
Trying to turn "Lazy" into "Busy"!