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Loon, thank you so very much for telling me a little about Micaella's visit! I crave information. I wonder what kind of sickness Micaella had? Do you know what she and Ta did together?

I can't think of anything that would stop Micaella from writing to me. Last winter we didn't write for months because I thought it was her turn to write - so maybe she's getting back at me by refusing to write? I've even had Ellie and Fleur ask her what's up for me since she won't even answer my emails...

My feelings about her have been changing over the past year and a half. I used to be OK being totally sweet and nice and giggly with her, though I could never fully be myself. I was so polite. So nice. Such a good, sweet, happy girl with her. I can't be comfortable with her because she's tidy, neat, reserved, so clean, so naive about so many things - sex (not because she hasn't had sex, but because she isn't open-minded about it at all), social situations, different kinds of people (she thinks a lot of people are "bad" because they talk too loud, wear certain clothes, listen to rock music...), marijuana, etc - she has many stiff prejudegements that annoy me. It's too much for my wild, loud, free spirit. Micaella is a free spirit, just in a more reserved, "clean" way if you know what I mean by that.

I'm blabbing again, and saying awful things about her again. Sigh. Thank you for caring!!

Oh, yeah, I actually finally did get a postcard from her this summer, sometime after it was written; she sounded excited and happy, but provided no details.

Love you!

"I have bursts of being a lady, but it doesn't last long"