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I just got back from my aunties,I should've stayed another week cos I feel so sad to be back here:( My aunt & uncle made me feel so loved,safe,positive & hopeful that I wish I could always be near them & part of their lives.My auntie listened to me & tried to make me feel better about stuff & it had an amazing effect on me BUT now I'm not there with her I feel really alone & that I have no-one to talk to,no-one who cares about what I say or how I feel.Mum & Jamie don't need me,they get on with their own lives & ignore me a lot so I felt so special & loved to be getting some loving attention that now it's gone I keep crying & mum keeps asking me why I look so depressed & flat:( I can't tell her it's cos I want to live in Cheltenham so I can be near people who seem to care about me,that I need them:( Anyway I'd better shutup,why do I only ever come on here when I'm sad?:(

What I've got they used to call the blues,nothing is really wrong,feeling like I don't belong.Walking around some kind of lonely clown,rainy days & Mondays always get me down!