somewhere in the world your tucked away, in the shadows lost and lingering somewhere in the world im floating away, day by day looking for you. sometimes, in my time, I see whats wrong with everything. most things anyways sometimes then i think who it is that makes it this way. the way, our way. is it me, or is it you, or could it be, all the things we choose to do? maybe... its so very complicating sometimes im lost, on how I should feel. sometimes it doesnt matter how i feel the world spins with it, and im just here in it. one person. am i just suppose to shush up and continue being, even if the whole way im bleeding for one suffering lifetime or pure happieness.. it doesnt work like that. where would i find eternal bliss? is it on the shelves that the doctors prescibe does it come with the a label that says do or just die? is it whats on the tv? its just the little help that everyone sees? but really its not helping the needs it just makes it worse. dying in illusion, its a shame here to all of the pain and suffering But then agian, here i am sitting around the things that are really wrong and bad i wonder, do I fake a smile and act like im not sad. do I lie and keep saying im fine, even if that is not right do I kill every emotion and not be "so real" is that suppose to be the way i should feel. I dont know, you tell me. |
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