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Here this is my first story/thingie (minimum swearing) |
| Good night Laos! (little address for those familiar with the address Good morning Vietnam!) Here is a little summary of my day today...Scratch that, Welcome to a short little summary of my whole life... so far. I am a 17 yr old hideous son of bitch and son of a douchebigot. That s right, I hate my parents. My parents are the ones who brought me into this world. I hope to be the first to seem them out, out of courtesy. At this point you are tempted to look away. Go ahead. This is not literature weak minds and sore losers.... Now, Hating your parents is a teenage cliche to a point that it is not the cool one liner that kids do to prove that they got swagger. I genuinely despise my parents for a supposed love for me. I know I am the lazy ass in my Family but dealing with identity, personal interests and my own physical boundaries. My Dad and my Mom have done a half-assed effort to nurture and develop me as a person. They interpret things in the world very differently than myself. For instance, they rarely let me go outside very much. If I went out I would only go to several locations: the grocery shop, the playground and church. This constant has stayed the same my entire childhood until I moved to Bei jing China where I went to church for 4 hours and would come home exhausted. Everyday I would stay home, and my pain in the ass piece of shit Dad would drag me and my sister Christine on junk food adventures where we would go and eat junk food. One day when we come back, he tells me I have to start buying, and me being a young naiive shittieot did as he said. At this point of time in my life, I would do anything anyone said to me because I was insecure without friends. Anyways, as soon as middle school came around I got enrolled into a school called IAB. It was my first (private school experience). I was scared but excited. Until this point of my life, I was homeschooled and had little experience from the outside world. My eldest sister, I looked up to, she seemed pretty cool but she was very bossy and got mad at me for being a little child and I would always have to work hard to gain her approval. She always treated me like a baby and I just accepted it. She taught me some basic street smarts to survive. The rest of my life is pretty simple. I move a couple more times between my hometown in Calgary Alberta and Saint Louis, Missouri. I was constantly unset I did not have friends and seeked approval from all my peers and my family members. While being a teenager, I was depressed and had like one or two aquaintences but I really had no deep connections with anyone. I tended to be lazy and un motivated to do anything. Everyday I feel like running away and I did I would sleep in the lobby of my apartment and attend school classes and my relationship with my family was terrible. |
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