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I sit on the toilet, doubled over in pain. My stomach aches and my legs feel all stiff yet wobbly. As I'm left to my own thoughts, things start to change already.
"God damn it, why do girls this age even have periods? I-it's not like I'm going to have any kids right now. I haven't even had my first kiss with a boy yet..." I murmur. This is wrong, I shouldn't be thinking about being a mom or having a boyfriend. Yet here I am having a period and thinking about when I'll actually put these eggs to good use. I start to ponder if pregnancy is any worse than having a period, because I'm in hell right now.
I desperately try to get my mind off of these subjects, but my body forces my mind back to the matter at hand, my menstruation. I shake my head as it starts to pound lightly with some pain, as my new voice starts to forcefully meld away my previous notions.
It's ok. You'll get used to it. You're a girl so it's perfectly normal.
"No it's not, I can't be like this!" I whine.
But you are. Only girls are capable of going through periods and having children.
"But I can't be a mom... I... I..." I stammer.
But you will be someday. You'll give birth to beautiful children once you find the right man.
"I don't want to be a mom." I tense up.
Good thing this isn't up to you. As a woman you have certain...responsibilities.
"This can't be happening." I softly moan.
Don't worry, I'll make the most painful one first. And with that, my mind feels like it snaps in half for a moment, like a walnut cracking in two. I sit there dazed and blank for a moment. The world is foggy in my eyes, my body goes numb and my thoughts become jumbled.
"What's happening?" I somehow managed to squeak out.
I'm just fixing things that need correcting. I can change one thing per menstruation, when you're at your most feminine. Don't worry, being sexually attracted to boys will become normal sooner than later.
"N-no way... I can't like boys. I was one." My vision becomes a bit clearly and I'm a little less dizzy. I rest my head against the edge of the sink next to me.
Not anymore on either account.You have no right to choose anymore, and as a girl I will make you want to date boys, kiss boys, and eventually go all the way with one. You can't stop it even if you want to. Until next month.
The voice fades away as my vision clears completely as I regain some semblance of where I am. My stomach pains come back in full force, and I clench in pain.
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