This choice: You are compelled to acknowledge it is your duty to have children for him • Go Back...Chapter #6You are compelled to acknowledge it is your dut... by: PonyGirl  You try to tell him 'no', but he is your husband. You can't deny it and it is what you wished for. Sort of. You try to tell him the truth. You know his name is Mark, "Mark, I am not sure if I even want to have children now."
He looks upset a moment, then calms down. He pulls you to him and kisses you passionately. You find that you do enjoy it, but all the same, it wasn't mutual. As he does, you feel him pulling the zipper on the back of your dress farther and farther down. He stops and smiles at you, "We both agreed before we got married, that becoming a mother was your duty as a wife, and our wedding vows you promised to be the mother of my children. I am sorry if you don't enjoy it, but are you going to honor your vows or not Emily?"
You suddenly realize what kind of trap your old-fashioned ideas have gotten you into. Worse yet, your wish is compelling you. You can't help yourself as you say, "Yes Mark, I will honor my vows. I will give you children."
You try to enjoy things as your husband undresses you and carries you to the bedroom. You feel weak, vulnerable, and worse yet, helpless in this body. You gasp internally as you see your naked breasts and pussy. You gasp audibly when you see Mark undress and see his quickly growing penis! You think that you have never seen another man's erection before, but as he leans into you and kisses your breasts while probing your pussy with his fingers, the feeling of his fingers penetrating you reminds you that he is not 'another man', because you are no longer male at all.
Fortunately for you, he is very good at foreplay, and he has you very wet before he positions himself over you. You try to fight it, but you can't keep yourself from spreading your legs widely to receive him. No matter how hard you try, you can't stop yourself from at least trying to get pregnant! Unfortunately for you, your male mind considers this side of sex demeaning as he pushes into you. You try to focus on the good feelings, but knowing that this is all about making a baby keeps you from enjoying it. It becomes worse when he fills you with his hot seed. You finding yourself hoping you are not a fertile couple. And after he pulls out of you, you hate the sticky mess that is left between your legs.
As soon as he is done, He kisses you, "There. You stay here and let those little guys do their work. I will get dressed and bring the luggage in. After we are settled in, we can do this a again."
You are glad that he closed the bedroom door on the way out. You burry your head in the pillow as you cry and sob. Yes you wanted to be young, yes you wanted children, yes, you even believed that the wife should not complain, protest or refuse about children, but you never expected to BE the wife! Now you are female, and your husband's sperm might actually find an egg in your body and make you pregnant! It was not what you wanted, but it was what you had to do. You wonder just how many women throughout history have been exactly where you are now? And what comes next?   indicates the next chapter needs to be written. |
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