The internet was the wisdom of the masses and I figured someone else must have once been in the same situation. So I decided to post it on Yahoo questions and see if someone could help me.
The first several responses were just rude. They called me a loser one person said I needed to get mental help because I was whacko. After a depressing day I found another post. The post had an answer to my problem... but it was a bit strange.
The user had said that my problem was that I considered myself on the same level as others, in fact I should stop thinking that. I should realize that I'm not at the same level of Laura and Scott and that I am lower than them. But that I shouldn't despair because Laura still thought I was worth something, even if it meant doing her drudge work. I should really embrace the fact that a lowly person like me had a purpose in life.
The poster suggested that I tell Laura that I really am a loser and that I don't deserve to be around her. But that out of gratitude I would do ANYTHING she asked, I would actually be her slave. That I should not care about my own wants but only on hers.
The post really made me think and the more I thought about it he more I became convinced that the poster was right. I was a loser, no one liked me and that I should submit myself openly to Laura. But did I have the courage and bravery to say this out-loud to her?
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