I read the poem, and even had my caregiver read it. It confused us. At first I'm thinking your painting your house, but then you mention the coated cyanide pill. So I'm thinking suicide. 'which I screen donning a coat of rainbow...' didn't fit with cyanide death.

I am so sorry I couldn't 'get it'. If you'd care to explain I'd love to understand your poem.

You used the form well. Thanks for sharing.