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what will happen tomorrow? nobody knows! |
| Tell me about tomarrow, will I be a king or am I even in tomarrows mind at all?Will you love me tomarrow or will I finally forget you in the morn?The pain is killing me to know what will happen if anything.But i guess its better to just stay ignorant to what is unknown.The worst part is not being able to stay sober without you, but I just know that this will be for the best.Dont try to tell me that we will be friends when its so painfully obvious that "WE" are over.I will call you just to show you im not bitter but its just a show to help me cope with the low level of brandy. But i guess you are over the lies and the way of my thinking.I really think that i was the worst part of your life and that without me you will acomplish so much more."What will it feel like without you?" This is what i used to wonder, I guess I will find out tomarrow when I wake up and your not in my life.I get the feeling if I would have done something different I could have kept you instead of missing you at night.I told myself that I would not do this, I think about what could have been, about where "WE" could have gone.I guess now I will never find out the way of tomarrow with me and you.But i will think and tell myself it was for the best and forget all about what could have been.I will lean on the shoulders I have been offered to cry on and I will cry you out of my system until I dont remember you anymore. Until you cease to be a memory of heartache and you become a figment of my imagination. Just an over-used metophoric-symbol to explain what i felt with you beside me.I will find something to let me know I will be ok.Will I be ok?I guess I could just go back to my friend: "The Blade".Hell, what has "The Blade" ever given me? A scapegoat to release all my pain into my blood flowing and staining the fabric of my shirt.But no I will just cope and put on a smile for everyone, and when someone asks me: "are you ok?" I will smile the fake smile I have practiced so many times before and tell them:"yes im fine."And when i tell them that i will shut the door on you forever and not regret my decision. |
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