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How Kids lives are and we don't realize they are traumatized even by their own cousins. |
| Sometimes days are good, sometimes there not so good but in the end the nicest person always gets what she deserves... For some unknown reason we can never act against or back but some people they have it in for other people they don't give a fuck about hurting people and the people that love them... Hurting doesn't have to be something like killing another person but there could be some kind of that that could kill you through the inside... Or your self-esteem... But don't let them drown you at least that's what my aunt says, maybe it's true but I know how it feels to be hurt like that so I think it's best to not hurt them back and not ignore what they say to you instead take it like a compliment and I know that sounds silly but trust me that way you will feel so much better. I've had this thing for some of my cousins, well practically all of my cousins😑 I'm not sure how exactly to describe it it's a feeling I can't let go of I know it sounds dramatic and maybe it is but all of the things they've done to me... They have no respect 😡 for example, when I was little I had these 1 year smaller cousins than me but together they were traumatically rude. Anyway enough of my feelings and emotions😏one of my older cousins TONIO told all 5 younger cousins to push and follow me and of course say horrible things to me about how I'm ugly and fluffy and mostly my obsession with Hannah Montana... Yes it felt absolutely aggressive?! But back then I was always sensitive to what other people said about me still am! Does it SUCK not being able to defend yourself?! YES, indeed it does.What I said earlier about being the better person YOU already are the better person by not starting it but now letting them smash your self-esteem like that it's just not right; did I mention that till this day I still can't forgive most of my cousins but most importantly I can't forgive myself for not doing anything to stop them even though I was 1 year older than each and every one of the 6 idiots who ruined my self-esteem. You know in some moments I'm glad to have people that love me around me... Positive people... People who give you there trust... People who offer happiness... Okay now I'm gonna stop with all this people stuff! ◦  |
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