The Truth

Let's sit in this silence. Let's sit here & know with each passing minute we are growing farther & farther away. Let's face it, we're done. We keep patching up our problems, but never really fix them. Love isn't enough. Having something so deep & meaningful as a relationship means giving, taking, sacrficing, putting aside your pride. I can't be the only one. I can't keep enduring the hurtful words, the constant neglect. I can't deal with all this blame. I live for those times when you say something to me. I live for the times you hug me for no reason. But those times, they come fewer & fewer. What can I do? Maybe it's not even you I want to be with. I want the person you used to be. The one who first told me they were 'madly, passionately, crazily in love' with me. How can one person change so much? I'm at a loss for words. I'm at a loss for love. I'm at a loss with you.