Dj's poem

Is this the end
The end of everything
I seriously hope not
Cause pain it will bring

I need you here
You have to see
You kill my fears
Encourage my dreams

You pick me up
When i am down
You make me smile
When i frown

When i had to leave
I cried soo hard
It hurt me soo bad
Inside my heart

But then you called me
Gave me hope
Made me believe
I would never be alone

Now i understand
Why you didnt show
Although im glad you told me
I wish i didnt know

It made me worry
My heart is now scared
But up until that point
I didnt know how much i cared

And when i heard all
Of what was going on
My mind went blank, i couldnt think
That one moment seemed soo long

Everything around me
Seemed soo far away
All i could here
Were the words you had to say

Had my ears misunderstood you
I couldnt believe what i had heard
I tried to stay strong for you
But i felt more hopeless with every word

And now i'm caught
Stuck in between
Of the things i want
And lifes crule reality

I dont know what to do
I dont know what to say
I only hope that soon
I'll see you again someday