Restless

Why must I dwell on why our past love turned to hell?
This all hurts that much more without a friend to tell
I’m sick, sad and alone in this once perfect place
The once present warmth in my soul will be hard to replace

I have been told and feel crazy for the way that I feel
This reverberating pain is taking oh so long to heal
I try to clear my thoughts of all our memories and dreams
Fighting with my outlook, losing the battle with what it means

This overflowing emotion makes my knees horribly weak
Taking so much in at one time makes it near impossible to speak
I try my very best to swallow this large lump in my throat
To only fall into heartache's bitter winter without a coat

Teach me how to relearn to stand on my own two legs again
Only when that day is here will I find myself but not until then