I write the way I wink |
No reason to write is always the best sign there is actually a beast east of here ready to rise Not a line by nine or some other shape simply stilted sines stylized into the scenery New things are too tragic to bear death the high priestess of water lilies too dire What if you suddenly lost track of the which insideisinoutside. which AMIWHO which side eht fo roodoor am I on This is always the place where one finds t i tiitItiit the sinking feeling that the storm cannot be indoors no calm no calamity only slipping suns too numerous to count casting shadows over unfulfilled lives the drudgery is blissful unless you are awake tossing and turning I rise from my desk and survey the classroom. The teacher is sleeping the students have bored him, the students are speaking the lessons have dulled them, the spider is spinning as ever it does, the sand it is slipping from radio fuzz pluggizg us izto the fog A new need is here a reason to live the textbooks are old the words all in Greek the seas have long fished their beaches dry only tired tides lashing against some washed out shore what sadness what doom the sundering seas new land must rise to unlock the secrets of how to hold sand (a bold plan for only a man) I am told that as he dies the mirror within begins to flex and opens up his inward eyes I have seen the finest minds of the future and the tunnels are windy dreams and windy lanes no bright sunlight not even a puddle just images cast by a shadow it starts in the blood that beats in the veins it starts in the asking yourself am I sane to be asking myself of what is inside can you really be the outside of you the riddle is good it keeps out the fools the best place to hide your treasure is deep the ravine of late eaten rinds holds it buried in whimsical film strips of rhyme lost on the marshes here is a light a lit lantern bogging on some r limblit b lance done zl64+ start asking yourself could this really be me could I really be on the outside of me who are these voices and what is your name here is the million dollar question WHO IS THE I IN ME here is the answer AMIIAM missing in action is always the ruse lost in myself I couldn't be present to receive I grieved privately this momentary award it's all worthless you see the sandcastles cannot stay if you are content with this your way is yours and my way is mine we split at the roads and say have a good time at some point though all will ask this question didn't I corne in he8e for something That thing is yourself that's why your here you've followed the hare down into the hole you hear your own voice but it is trapped in your soul those who find themselves are placed on the plane they fly easily above the tallllest mainframe four things are too wonderful for me yes five I do not understand a river from a mountain a pebble on the beach the temptation to build towers children in their own tongue the blanket of being |