Expression of affection through cyberspace |
LovNLife83: thought you’d be on right now NY_Dad2005: hey there, cutie; how you doin? LovNLife83: so so today…..how r u NY_Dad2005: doing alright; why are you only so-so? LovNLife83: my presentation didnt go well NY_Dad2005: sorry to hear that; anything i can do? LovNLife83: come over NY_Dad2005: i can’t tonight cutie LovNLife83: i know…i was kidding LovNLife83: btw, happy anniversary NY_Dad2005: same to you, cutie LovNLife83: 3 years…can you believe it NY_Dad2005: it’s wild LovNLife83: but are we happy NY_Dad2005: c’mon; don't start LovNLife83: look at how we’re celebrating LovNLife83: IM-ing each other from 5 miles away NY_Dad2005: you know it’s complicated LovNLife83: but that’s just it…it doesn’t have to be NY_Dad2005: i can't believe you're treating it so lightly; brenna is your friend LovNLife83: i love brenna to death…but i love you more LovNLife83: its so hard not to see you…not to be near you NY_Dad2005: it’s hard for me too LovNLife83: but it doesn’t have to be…how long are you going to hang on to that life LovNLife83: that unhappy life NY_Dad2005: sissy’s turning 3 NY_Dad2005: next Tuesday NY_Dad2005: my daughter’s turning 3 LovNLife83: i know…brenna invited me to the party on saturday NY_Dad2005: it’s complicated; you know that LovNLife83: but we can’t do this forever NY_Dad2005: don’t say that NY_Dad2005: i need you LovNLife83: you dont need me…youve got brenna and sissy NY_Dad2005: i need you; i feel alive when we’re together NY_Dad2005: when we make love LovNLife83: i need you too, robert…but i want you for myself LovNLife83: i dont wanna share you anymore NY_Dad2005: you know i can’t do that; i can’t hurt brenna LovNLife83: but we’ve already hurt her LovNLife83: stop kidding yourself NY_Dad2005: it’s easier for you LovNLife83: how can you say that LovNLife83: this isnt easy for me LovNLife83: do you think its easy to be at a party and see you and brenna together LovNLife83: how you touch each other…and to see you kissing her NY_Dad2005: it’s easier for you than it is for me LovNLife83: i can’t wait for you forever NY_Dad2005: give me some time; just not now LovNLife83: how much time? LovNLife83: when sissy’s gone off to collge? NY_Dad2005: lets not argue any longer LovNLife83: im sorry robert…its just very hard LovNLife83: very painful NY_Dad2005: i promise it’ll get better LovNLife83: empty promises NY_Dad2005: i've gotta go; sissy needs her bedtime story NY_Dad2005: i'll see you thursday night; we can talk some more LovNLife83: i love you robert…i don’t wanna lose you NY_Dad2005: i love you too, cutie LovNLife83: cant believe its been three years NY_Dad2005: time flies LovNLife83: have a good night NY_Dad2005: you too LovNLife83: oh, and by the way…happy anniversary NY_Dad2005: same to you cutie |