Numb

NUMB

What have i done?
The shock coming
down so hard
I'm unable to feel
what's happening.
Someone please
explain
I'm going under
not by choice
or decision
Forcefully
being pulled
under like
an injection
of morphine
spreading
throughout
my veins
like a boat through
uncharted
waters
I am unable to
comprehend
the pain
and the
suffering
can you explain it
to me?
because at the moment,
I'm numb.