the rage

filled my heart all with rage
plunging my life into the darkest stage
holding the gun to my head as i pray
take my life to the end of my day

shot went off to break the silence
ringing out the beginning of a new greavience
embracing the ways that will tae me apart
destroying my soul pouring filth into my heart

standing in the darkest corner of my life
dropping the gun in the back to hold a knife
marking on my arm the initials to make it known
the pain, the anguish, the heart aches, it's grown