For Some Reason

For some reason,
When i close my eyes and count to three,
I open my eyes, its still the monster that i see.

For some reason,
When i dream at night,
the dreams of you still fill me with fright.

For some reason,
No matter how hard i try,
In the end, you still see me cry.

For some reason,
my happiness, it can not stay,
for every day it drifts away.

For some reason,
When im all alone,
My true feelings are only then finally shown.

For some reason,
when i think of you,
I can never think of what to do.

For some reason,
I hate you for everything you've done,
But deep down inside; only you are the hateful one.

For some reason,
I can never let my sadness go,
It will always be there, because of me, i know.

For some reason,
I still love you,
Even with all the wrong things you do.


For some reason,
When i close my eyes, and count to three,
I still see the monster, who might be me.