“you were my lover”

When I look up into the sky,
I can see you.
When I jump into the ocean,
I can feel you.
When I scream for help,
I can hear you.
When I need someone to talk to,
I know you are there.
I’m sorry that I miss you,
But it’s something that I can’t help.
If you had only known,
Why I needed you.
Now our kid has no father,
Your brother has become my lover.
I know you don't think I hurt,
But believe me I do.
I am raising a kid by my self,
Without any help.
Can’t you see that it isn’t about you or me,
It’s about us and the thing that we brought into this world.
I am sorry that you can’t and
I am sorry that you are hurting.
I am sorry that you are gone but,
baby believe me without you,
I have no me.