On the loss of a beloved companion |
In the forests where innocent sons of Earth sent skilled arrows winging, singing haunting songs of thanks to the fled spirits of their subsistence, In the forests that pale faced men laid low with ignorance and narrow thoughts of their own fate, brought to bittersweet glory on the ashes of native nations, In those forests, set now with black paths that forbid green growth and bear swift death to the unwary... There is set my tale. Prophecies of this land would fill the ancients with foreboding. Iron chariots speed horseless silent on soft wheels. Heaven's lights, harnessed by mortals, shed Dawn's rays throughout the night. Great metal birds course through the heavens bearing men in their vitals from shining coast to shining coast. One such great metal bird united seed with plowed furrow, when a man met his bride suspended far above the earth and Nature followed one of the few courses left untrammelled by Man's devices. They came to settle on the land, soft as a downy feather settled, united, formed hearth and home, pulling as one in the harness of matrimony, pulling as one their combined destiny. Early in one year while Winter yet clenched his frozen fingers upon the earth, and revered Ceres still mourned her daughter's captivity, the dutiful wife joyously brought her husband a gift. A pup she placed into his arms, a wriggling promise of a hound's devotion, dancing visions of loyalty, charming scenes of tranquility, the happy couple basking in the combined warmth of the cheery hearth and the dog's unabashed love. Jetty black was he against the white snow, a mere lapful of soft fur and juvenile sinew, new animal, innocent to the world's implacable joys and treacheries. Too young to be left alone for the long hours they were absent at their labors, they thought, in their solicitous desire to make his a happy life, to contract for him a companion to help while away his lonely hours. Thus came a woman to their home whose business was with the animals, who found great peace and joy in spending her days with the four-footed ones, striving to return to them the happiness they generously gave her. Winter succumbed to Spring's gentle advances, he was seduced to slumber beneath her flowing green cape, while the pup grew from warm fat lapful to lanky adolescence. With adolescence came merry mischief making, actions innocent in dog's eyes, if reprehensible to man's inscrutable sensibilities- wanton joyous destruction of property, unwelcome deposits on floors, despised consumption of malodorous tidbits snuffled from the grass. He naively laughed at the frustrated nicknames bestowed on him, "monster", "terrorist", "fathead", continuing unchecked in his dervish. Yet even in this time of muttered threats, and musings upon what spiteful god inspired them to accept this creature of innocent evil into their lives, were found shining moments of pure joy, and unalloyed mirth, countless times when his mad antics amused them as well as he. Quaint tricks he learned, "Beg", the picture of forlorn deprivation, "High fives", the flying paw swift to smack the upheld palm, "Play dead", a sorry sham, head raised, eyes asking "Like this?!? Like this?!" No finer guard dog could be heard, when one queried "Charlie, whassat?!" and he sped to the window, mouth agape, great ivory teeth shining, roaring fearsomely to let all know that he was there. He had his mortal faults, a bit fearful of the unknown, a retriever frightened of deep water. But his joy on the golden sands of the shore, and questing rambles through forest and bog overflowed to fill the hearts of all who saw him. One summer's night, wild coyotes sang. The trees rang with their chorus. His companion compelled him to lift his inner voice in sympathy... in unison, all bayed. Thus, master, mistress, companion, nurtured him with varied joys, food from their own plates, expensive toys, priceless love. They learned to safeguard their valuables, while he grew into a handsome black feathered giant who greeted them with unmitigated leaping joy had they been gone a moment, or a month. Alas, too soon, the Fates snip mortals' thin strands. Having opened the door for her dog to venture forth into a winter's night, the tender mother, distracted by her infant's cries, kept her eyes from Charlie one moment too many. Concentrating on a transient scent on the edge of the dark road, he did not comprehend his demise speeding silently to meet him. Black dog, black road, O blackest night! Stunned ears heard Death's triumphant shriek, and Charlie's last yelp. Frightened gaze met frightened gaze. Dinner plates left forgotten, they ran to meet Grief's onslaught. Fled was his spirit before his master's arms retrieved him from the roadside, fled to await his turn to cross the river Styx. Fled was his spirit as the car that knocked it thence, fled as the Furies of curses summoned to bedevil the heedless driver. Grief raged rampant through sleepless nights. Sorrow haunted the unfamiliar silence of the void with the fancied whine of the cold nose that quested, and the warm brown eyes that shone silent beacons of love. Yet all travails must pass. Grief's violent paroxysms will subside, though the wound be knit with the thick white scar of tearsoaked regret. Peace's balm is the belief that these gentle souls are not, Cannot! Be eternally snuffed. Would his cherished flame, be winked out on this plain, never to shine again? No, he gambols yet in sweet Elysium, fit company for all noble shades who ever brought a moment's joy to another being. All beloved creatures surely await us at the gates of the wondrous unknown with the warmth of the unflagging devotion that won them their permanent places in our hearts, lest God deprive Himself of His finest creations. In Memory of Charlie 2003-2006 "Charlie, HELP!" |