Hesitate

I've been looking for so long
to try and find my destiny
I couldn't believe when I opened my eyes
It was right there in front of me!
I tried to block it out
instead of just accepting the facts
It was so hard to just let go
because my life has always been this bad
So what's going to change
now that I found a way
to sit back and let it all just go away
So then I say to myself........
I've seen this before
through the eyes of a whore
the pain and agony of what's in store
I can see the light fading
I knew I shouldn't have hesitated