Recalling April 2000

All my life
The only thing I did right
was wrong
Time after time
I struggled
Fought my way through
empty contemplation
Reflections of myself
dull and static
Until this day
hope was obscure
Now your touch has me
beside myself
Lying next to you
without care of oppression
Sliding into your heat
waves of ecstasy
crashing against my skin
I bite my lip
to keep the recognition at a minimum
Resistance has been futile
with every instant connection
I cannot help but close my eyes to dream
now that you have become famous inside me
I shake off any hint of an end to this
as if immortality was reality
as if tonight was endless
And my heart was made of steel