Felt

I feel so alone,
I'm gonna cry,
No ones home,
and I wanna die.

I've been hidding the truth,
Pretending its okay,
Well look at me now,
Here's proof that scars don't fade away,

I cut myself again,
Not that you would notice,
All I wanted was a real friend,
Then again how would you know this?

I used to be so popular,
But then I stopped pretending,
But I could go so far,
With the pain thats never ending.

Is there something wrong with me?
I really love everyone,
Is it possible to be TOO friendly?
It's not like I'm high strung,

Well now I'm done trying to be so good,
And now I'm done crying,
I'm gonna cut,
You know you would.

You know you would don't deny it,
If it ends the pain,
If you felt the way I do,
Just a little bit.....
You'd do it just to be sane.