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Poem about the abuse in my life that started when I was very young. |
My name's Maureen I'm only three I don't know why my mommie hates me She yells a lot She calls me names She says I make her fell ashamed My name's Maureen I'm only five My mom wishes I were not alive She gets so mad If I am wrong In hell she says is where I belong My name's Maureen I'm only seven I wish that God would take me to heaven The belt and brush They hurt so bad I am handed to her to beat by my dad My name's Maureen I'm only nine My mommie hurts me all the time I cannot run I cannot hide Her mean words hurt me deep inside My name's Maureen I'm now eleven My baby brother has gone to heaven It is my fault My mommie says Her baby is gone and this bad girl stays My name's Maureen I just turned thirteen My mom has gotten really mean She says I'm worthless She says I'm a waste Never have I seen such pure hate My name's Maureen I'm now fifteen I cannot take this more it seems Mom calls me a slut In front of my friends Oh God will this nightmare ever end? My name's Maureen I'm seventeen I still cannot do right it seems I'm called a failure if I make a mistake I don't know how much more I can take My name's Maureen I'm now nineteen I am pregnant by a boy who didn't love me My mom is furious She says I'm a whore She says my baby deserves much more My name's Maureen I'm twenty-one I have no time to go out and have fun My baby needs diapers and clothes and food My mom still believes I do no good My name's Maureen I'm now twenty-three I'm pregnant again but the man married me I'm away from my mom That chapter is closed I hope better times my new life will hold My name's Maureen I'm twenty-five I was pregnant but the child inside me just died Her father is worse than my mom ever could be The baby is dead because he threw me My name's Maureen It is many years later I have lived my entire life with haters The pain that they caused will not go away I carry it deep inside still today. |