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Your face was harsh.
It was unexpected.
You knew what you wanted.

I knew what you wanted.

My body dripped in dread.
It clenched at my heart.
The fear tore me apart.

Why didn't I see it?
Shit, I was so stupid.

I thought I knew you.
This doesn't make any sense.

Fuck, how could this happen.
I'm lying here, senseless, delirious, dead.

I'm shaking, I'm numb, my ears are ringing.
My body is cold, torn and stinging.

I hate you.

But I really hate myself.

I guess I deserved this.
Fuck, I really did deserve it.