Memory as solace to boredom and fear |
Mental Physics I can make the waters of the Moroccan Sebou Crash against the Atlantic tides And foam against the broken hull Of a giant beached freighter Rusting on the shore of Mohamed’s land. I can make the high Wyoming air Tear through my nose and lungs As I carefully stand on the rocky outcrop Above pines, and deer, alone, Two miles high in the thin hard air. I can watch the albino gorilla, Snowflake, In Barcelona’s beautiful park-zoo, Slowly rotate on her parallel bars, Regurgitating into her hand and eating again, For audiences of not less than four. I can make tepid days with strong herbs Hanging heavy around my face like veiled dreams Of streets in Istanbul’s old city where Acres of leather and yards of pearls And quires of multi-language instructions Jump out across centuries and miles. I can watch high school girls again, Carrying the flag at basketball games, Their pumping orange shorts flashing, Tasseled white boots marking time. I can throw Lincoln Logs and Tinker Toys; Three castles, two cousins, and I in an attic: They’d played the game enough to know That I’d chosen the weakest position to defend. Daily, at inattentive moments, From this eyeless office, I smelt my past joys From measureless tons of lonely slag. |