Finding Myself

My eyes burn from the tears streaming down my face
The winds beats my torn body
All I want is to see you again
Just once more before I leave

I'm leaving to save myself from you
Your beatings that come day after day
Not physical but verbal
It hurts more than any punch could do
I can't take it anymore
My mind is lost I'm going crazy
The punches the kisses
None of it makes sense!

All I wanted was you to hold me
Isn't my love enough?
I gave you my heart, my soul!
And all you gave me was a 'so what'
I can't take your anger no more, No matter how much I love you
There comes a time when enough is enough

I will miss you my lover
I'll love you until the world ends
But it's not safe being with you anymore
My mind and body are broken
My heart weeps as I see you for the last time
Goodbye now and forever
I'll always be thinking of you
Today I lost my lover
But today I found myself.