im doing this for you

as our hearts are beating faster.
lets think what was this sopposed to be.
this is stopping me from breathing.
were getting into this and im not sure what to say.
you keep on going,
you keep on talking.
im still crying and you hate it.

we both our laughing about the fact im dieng.
like we care if i fall.
you wouldnt cry at all.
and were still washing away these tears with blood.

if every tear that drops kills you
then why arent you dead yet?
why arent soaking in my pain?
why are you always crieng for me?
did i ever matter anyway.

we can laugh at our dieng.
like we care if we fall.
like we never cried at all.
were still washing our tears with this blood.

we just crying for something to happen.
lets pray to god were happy.
feeling this pain is better than feeling nothing at all.
so lets fall.

well laugh as we die.
were dieng the more we cry.
so lets keep crying.
weve wanted this all the time.
would you rather me hate this life or everyone elses?
when we go on our killing spree
well be the first we kill.