heartache, abuse, neglect, dark |
"where is god"? I thought today " How could you let her abuse everyday"? Wednesday, Sunday, Yes, and some Saturdays too., Isn't that what we were supposed to do? Why didn't they see? The real face, that layed beneath, A demon, has invaded our space. Taking all she can,devouring all good Until she breaks, your spirit, all of you Consumed by the demon that covers your face. We were perfect.... As children, you see, To protect my brother I aways did,"It was me.. yes, i did it again". Strong, full of truth and honor Loyalty and Love. I thought through Father. I should have been afraid with horrid fear We were living in a nightmare... Mental torture, frozen, in snow Beating me emotionally, physically too. Black and horrible blue.. " God," " Where are you"?. I know now why inside haven't grown. We never had our mother She left, abandoned us We were alone. No pity or empathy, Please, just a little sensitivity Healing, with time, i hope to grow Helping, those with no hope. Forgotten, left children, Like we are a disease No home to call their own.. Fill their hearts full of dreams Our future kings and queens. Giving love unconditionally, That for me, is yet to be seen. "God," "Couldn't you hear me cry"? I wanted to turn back time. Erase these memories Etched deep in my mind. Close the portals, forever hide My soul's hurt with no one to confide Chapters,filled with my tears All these years. Forget..someday, When I am old and grey. And you accept Hell is for your kind always Smells, sounds and voices clear Remind me how I am NOT to live . All grown up and still seeking refuge I am ready to leave far from this place Please, give me peace, a smile to my face I've lived my life full of shame and disgrace. |