A Dark Time

Do you ever have those days where you just want to kill everyone around you. The people in line in front of you, the people behind you, even the ones who are nice to you. Well, I do. I do feel this way at times. More often than I would like lately. I can't even form a thought that would exclude these ideas from running in my mind. It's just a passing idea, but it does jump in and push all happiness away. It's not even one event that triggers this darkness inside. It's as if you are not even yourself anymore. It's very hard to be with a loved one and not look crazy and emotionally disturbed (which of course is a logical assumption). They have this look in their eyes that tells you that they don't even know who you are at this moment in time.