New beginnings

A new beginning…
This is just what I need a new beginning,
A time to replant a good seed.
Gatta put the past in the past and move on towards the future,
Will love be present there with me?
I don’t know and I don’t care amma just try keep my new composure
And hopefully it won’t escape from me this time so easily.
I seem to fall through the cracks of this world to easily and to simply put it
This time around I’m coming back with more armor and more protection then you can imagine.
Talking bout that armor of god yea that’s the real stuff,
Not this f’d up stuff you people have that gets brothers slapped with the cuffs.
When I think about girls nowadays and their idea of what a man should bring to their table to be seen as “worthy”,
All I do is laugh my ass off because most these gals don’t even know what a real man iz cause they is be the most dirtiest gals around just straight up filthy.
My outlook on life this time around seems to be a bit negative and not that focused,
But Its just all the bull going on in the world these days that makes me sick and feeling a bit like a black locust.