Inside My Heart

I thought that I heard someone in my heart.
Someone quietly opened it and must have went in.
I was happy in my loneliness, but I wanted so much to embrace it.
I made up my mind to take no notice to it.
But I felt inside my heart a gentle warm breath.
Hearing the rustling of a silken garment, and suspected the presence of love.

But lost as I was in my loneliness I paid no further attention.
My heart started to open slowly, and I looked to see.
No, words failed to express my astonishment.
It was her staring intently at me with expressive eyes.
I stared back speechless.
Her lips parted gentle as to trying to say a word.
I felt as if compelled to address her and yet from sheer amazement could no more mange to find my tongue than if I had been paralized by fright.
Speechless heightened the expressive of her gray eyes, and every flashing light there- from sent a stream of fire through my veins, making my pulse throb and my whole being tremble.
It was her- that could be no doubt.
It did not occur to me to wonder how she could be in there.
As in happy dreams what is strange seems natural, and by pious faith one understands the supernatural.
So did I fall into a kind of somnambulism under the spell of this marvelous creature.
All at once I felt there were secret bonds linking me so closely to her that she could not be parted from me even by her appearence in my heart.
It was as if she revealed for the first time to my heart the true inwardness of love.
She said that her true love was in my heart, and that she could grasp my heart by the act of hiding my loneliness and paincdeep in my heart.
"Yes I understand now, but everything about my heart is dead and cold, I understand that you are at home inside my heart".
"I understand you", she says, "your soul was laid to me".
My heart was closing, she put her hand to my heart as if in sharp pain, but saying quietly, "unhappy, your darkest moment is upon you".
She vanished into my heart.

I found myself enveloped by a warm, soft spirit; its intoxicating breath passed over me. I trembled with bliss. My eyes closed invoulantarily as a burning kiss seemed to be imprinted on my lips. But the kiss was like a long held endless passionate longing.