That summer people never want to forget,
the speaker of this poem remembers that summer. |
Two boys reaching out to others To have an unforgettable summer A girl on vacation three thousand miles away, A boy in Georgia spending his nights in lust Wishing the girl were here, waiting for her return He passes his time doing illegal activities with his Friends that have never done these things before He is the ringleader of the group He drafts the plans and how the group can get away with them Another boy only wants to have fun He has had his heart broken too many times He does not trust himself or his actions But his mouth runs his life He is scared to have a print on his permanent record But he does illegal things for the attention and To fit into the crowd even though he feels empty inside He believes he is a failure, but he pretends to be happy He tries to stay distant from love and relationships Too intimidated by others to trust his self A girl whose mother has cancer Trying to escape the pain By engaging in the illegal activities of her friends She is in love with the heartbroken boy that runs his mouth Too much but she is too scared to tell him because she Knows he does not feel the same She tries to intimidate him with verbal abuse So that when he does not give her a chance she Is not too emotionally damaged She shakes in his presence and values his mystery – But only because he reminds her of herself Another girl with curly hair Lying to her parents in order to go To the places her friends are at She’s playing with the hearts of different boys But one of the best girls they’ll ever meet She has a hidden secret – Kept far in her soul She has a crush on the boy that is In love with a girl That is 3,000 miles away And when that girl is not home She is the one he calls to talk to for hours on end She is so attracted to him – a free spirited rebel Everything she has not had the chance to be Is reflected in this boy That she does not want to like But she cannot help the way she feels – He is the rebellious flame that Was never lit in her She has been too protected throughout her life This is her summer to let go, have fun And his rebel actions make her rebellious streak shine A wonderful summer Filled with games of hide-n-go seek in Wal-Mart, Softball, dodge ball, and pool Backing into poles, baking cakes in the dishwasher, Camping trips, skinny dipping, Surgeries, car crashes, Lying in the street looking at stars, singing along with familiar tunes, Stealing signs, breaking awnings, Putting band aids on elbows at Eleven pm, eating grilled cheese, Waffle House, and Wendy’s, wrestling in living rooms and on farms, Phone conversations that last all day or until one falls to sleep - filled with words or silence, Trips in the night to Winn Dixie, day time trips to Alabama, Sharing Doritos, Laughter, Roman candles wars, bottle rocket Wars, hiding in barns with no shirt to air dry mud and chase a kitten, Funny haircuts, stupid concerts that bring on an unexplainable feeling, Sharing smoothies, stretching shirts, hiding in Atlanta to aggravate each other, Deflating tires for parking to close to cars, and believing the tires belong to someone they don't, Drinking in secrecy, holding hands as not to get lost, And the end of most friendships School started and each went his or her separate way The girl three thousand miles away came back to Georgia And the boy was happy but the girl forced him to stop Acting so immature – taking away his best quality by making him Grow up He found out the curly headed girl wanted to be with him But it was too late – for his girlfriend had returned He is too afraid of her to have feelings for her – She is too intelligent for him And he was too intimated by both girls To say anything to either of them So he kept it all a secret Until his girlfriend found out And that led to an argument That he could not win But it does not matter, As long as “he has his girlfriend” That will forget him three weeks after she’s gone again The boy with the big mouth Began to hang around computer geeks They have no common sense He never gave the girl that loved him a chance And now he’s a labeled idiot He still knows he is a failure, but Continues to act as though he is happy The girl overcame her feeling of failure By giving up her love with the big mouthed boy Although love does not disappear, She has accepted the fact that he’ll Never understand her feelings So she put them in a bottle and buried them alive She now loves her self She found who she is Her mother’s cancer is in recession, But expected to return some day Fearing the loss of her mother She now hides pain with anger The girl with curly hair Has almost perfected lying But now does not have to lie about Much because the group is no longer together Performing illegal tasks She’s preparing for college And she still has the ability to play with boy’s hearts Although her rebel flame was never lit, It did sparkle for a moment And that is the moment She will always remember The moment that taught her She is not a second string She is not second best, She is a young woman That has a great feeling of accomplishment And when she goes to college, The boy may end up in jail And no one will be there to bail him out But she will not care – Her rebel flame never burnt, But her sparkle died out Four teenagers living through a summer The summer of freedom, The summer of lockdown, The summer that turned girls into women And men into boys The summer that taught that no one will always be around And no matter how much one hates it, Eventually everyone will change The summer that changed us all By pulling us apart The summer that melted our feelings And helped our alibis The summer that is unforgettable The summer of 2005 |