Through My Eyes #1

-life is like a vast plain of thoughts molded into a world where we experiece living.-

Sitting in my lounge, I sit watching television completely blind to the flashing images before me and the sounds drowned in thundering thoughts. A force I did not intend to encounter, like a eerie presence pinning me down to the couch, my arm stuck to the side of the couch as if fused with the fabric itself. My mind lost in a  swirling circle of thoughts, falling deep inside a vortex of chaos.
"Buzz! Buzz! Buzz!..."
The pale blue samsung vibrated against the wooden surface of the table, and there I sat staring at the foreign object. then as soon as the presence came, i felt it disappear, i realised "HE" called. Suddenly i was freed, but still i felt as though i was winded in the guts, my stomach scrunched up like a paper ball.
Fear took control of my body but my curiosity overpowered my hand. I reached for the phone, the warm smooth cellphone slid into my hand. A tingling sensation glided up my arm and down my spine.

"H-hello", i managed to utter eventually.
"Hi, it's Shaun Fuchs speaking" His voice boomed yet was flowing gently."i got the letter you left in my office earlier today"
i answered, sounding quite lame"i know" as i tried to place a finger on why i write the letter in the first place.
i still felt quite uneasy talking to my deputy principle and on top of that, about such a request.

"ANDREW!" i jumped as my mom shouted my name through the house, reverbrating the walls.
"i'm sorry" i said quickly "i have to go"
Shaun seemed very understanding and  probably understood the situation offered to call me back later.

The conversation ended short but gave me enough bravery to answer the second call without too much hissitaion. about 3-4 hours when my phone first rang with the fimiliar number flashing on the small lcd screen. i answerd the phone almost imideatly blurting as many and different apologizes to him.
Quite startled Shaun accepted my apololigy asked if i was able to speak to him now with less interuptions.
"yes i'm quite sure" i said. yeah maybe this time i would not be called to profom another earand.
"so about the leter i'd like to ask if there was any prior events that made u ask this question.
i thought for a while "yes and no" i said as a confused child would.
Amazingly Shaun did not seem the slightest angry or disturbed at my request.

i mean come on who would not freak if a student out of the blue asked in a letter.
~WOULD YOU PLZ ADOPT ME~

The first few mintutes he just confirmed with me why i asked that and that i was serious.but just the start of the problem seemed to spread like the branches of a tree becoming more and more complex and as the minutes turned into hours it became very clear that this would be eazier to discuss in person.

"It seems as though u having a really tough time at home huh?" Shaun asked" how about u come talk to me after school tomorrow?'
even though i knew the question was bound to come discussing this over the phone and in person was very different.
"um.. yes sure" i said partly releaved and partly scared.

TO B CONTINUED
-Through My Eyes #2-