My man says that we are thru- I want another chance |
DON'T SAY Don't say the words, 'I Love You' they mean for better or for worse. And if you cannot accept me- Then that is just a curse. Don't ever share your feelings, if you cannot reciprocate. Don't ever give your hand to me in that you seal my fate. Don't ever say your going to.... in that it gives me hope, but You don't seem to understand You don't comprehend the scope, Of what it is I feel for you Each day it became more and now when it is most important in my face you shut the door. I admit to you, my love the best I haven't been. I suppose it scared me so to fall in love, but then When things got kinda crazy I needed to talk and such But I did the very thing I feared I hurt you so very much I never meant to cause you pain I only want to love you I am not very well-equipped These feelings are so new To have the feelings for you that I just can't ignore I admit I have f'd up With you I want so much more You say you can't go on with me the way I've been But I just cannot let go of you I can only apologize again I want you more than anything than I've wanted for in years I hope you find it in you please see beyond my tears You've given me more happiness than I have ever known please just give me 1 more chance to give back the love you've shown I've never wanted more in life than to prove that I am different you pointed out such things to me a different perspective you have lent I never realized how I was or how awful I could be I pray to God you give a chance please give it just to me I know you said that we were thru friends still you wanted to be but if I cannot have you, then I will draw into me I just now have prayed to God- and asked he change your heart and that HE give me help to change and make a new start I understand if you can't give to me what I really need I know that I have made you hurt inside of you- you bleed I cannot say another word This is my confession To you I gave my heart You are my obsession. Erica B. 12/29/2006 |