If I died

If I died, what would you do or say?
If I never came out of a coma
Or if my heart gave way
Would you say I was nice, mean, or indifferent?
That you really didn't know me
Or wish that you haden't?
Would you say that you hated me or loved me
That I was weird or funny
What would you say, but that is not the key
Now, what would you do if I was gone for good?
Would you roll in a ball and cry yourself to sleep?
Or hide your head in my favorite jacket's hood
Would you laugh or cry when you heard my name
Or do both at the same time
You'd think you were going insane
All of this doesn't matter though
I've died, nothing you can do or say can change that
But they are your memories that will no longer grow