Thats Your Lesson Learnt

Thats Your Lesson Learnt

Cant describe this feeling
its taking over me
a party on the outside
but a graveyard lays within.

The music i sing is happy
but its not my feeling true
i wish to hide
to cry
to die
than to be tortured now by you.

You say i love you
as do i
but do you mean it?
it must be a lie.

I feel you've told too many lies
but smiled anyway
i cry myself to sleep at night
because of your selfish ways.

So know i was hurt
know i was burnt
and know that because of your lesson i've learnt.

I cannot trust myself to trust
i cannot allow myself to love
i am broken on the inside
yet outside i am strong
those people think im happy
but now u know they're wrong.

xX..KeLsO..Xx