Another Depressing Poem

you used so much to me
but lately you've let me down
knowing you,
you probably tell your friends i'm just some girl
knowing you,
you probably say there can never be anything between us
knowing you,
you probably wouldn't give a fuck if i slit my wrists
knowing you,
you probably wouldn't come to my funeral after you found out I still had feelings for you
knowing you,
you probably wouldn't say 'i love you' to me, even if i gave you the world
knowing you, you probably wouldn't care that i'm sitting by myself,crying my fucking eyes out because you are gone out of my life
knowing you,
you probably wouldn't feel anything if i kissed you
knowing you,
you probably wouldn't beat yourself up because i told you, you meant nothing to me
knowing you,
you probably would say that i'm a nobody and that i'm just some crazy chick
knowing you,
you probably wouldn't care that i love you more than anything in this world, and i would do anything for you
knowing you,
you probably wouldn't care that i would give my fucking life for you

knowing you,
you probably just wouldn't care