Amnesia

Amnesia
Sometimes I forget
what it was like
being next to you.
Holding you
Kissing you
Loving you
I forget
how it felt
when you were here with me.
How easy it was to forget my troubles
when I was in your arms.
When you were holding me,
kissing me
loving me.
How much you loved me,
and how much I loved you.
I wake up
everyday and
remember.
Remember
your eyes,
your lips,
your touch.
Sometimes I forget,
how I felt
when we went our seperate ways.
How my heart felt like a grenade
exploding in my chest.
How my whole body felt numb.
How I wanted to cry.
Now I don't remember
who I am
because without you here
I am nothing.
Now it's like
my lungs don't work.
Because without you here,
sometimes I forget how to breathe.

Written by my friend
J.M